Been super busy at work. That's OK, really, though; it makes the days go by faster.

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Jordan called me the other day. He sounded good. I think my parents/Jordan's grandparents are jealous that Jordan calls me. I don't understand this - almost as much as I don't understand Jordan's father's disappearance from his life. If you call or try to contact Jordan, he will get back with you. He is, however, 15, and will NOT contact you out of the blue first. Just call him and he will call you back. It's not rocket fucking science.

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I'm a bit concerned that I won't get pregnant any time soon. We just don't have enough sex. I don't understand how so many people have these unplanned pregnancy's and then when someone really wants to get pregnant, they have difficulties. I'm trying not to get worked up about it as it's only three months in, but sometimes I get a bit anxious about it... I can't help it. But, I know it will happen. I really do believe this so, in essence, it's all good.