Things seem to be going so good at the moment that i was a bit reluctant to write about it. You know just in case it bursts my bubble. BUT things are going extremely well for us. I had a friend write to me the other day and she said for once in her life she feels as if she is getting things right and thats exactly how i feel too.

Now a couple of months ago i could not say the same but NOW life really has by far exceeded my expectations. Batman has blown me away. He is my rock.

I know we have both changed since becoming parents, it didnt happen overnight but it did happen. We are at a time in our lives where we are moving forward and to me thats the biggest and most important step we could take. It feels as if nothing can stop us and i for one am steaming on ahead without looking back.

I do realise however that i was holding us back before we had Jacob. I didnt want to give too much, i was scared of giving it my all just to fail and have to start all over again. But giving birth in front of him really helped me to just let go. And what a release it was. From that day on i was a changed woman. I am not scared to show him me anymore. And his support on all fronts has helped me be comfortable with it all.

Although sometimes i shock him with my new outlook. Lol always in a good way of course.......