I've had a sad couple of days. I wish I knew how to get out of this. I've kept busy, and I have amazing friends (including you all!!!!) who have been offering great support. I know that I will eventually be better, but it really does hurt like hell right now. I have to constantly resist the urge to call or text him.

I was so sad last night that I stayed up way too late watching the Olympics. I ended up having two glasses of wine and eating an entire package of scalloped potatoes that my roommate made. They were salty and horrible, and I couldn't resist eating them. I even missed spinning class this morning because I was up way too late. I'm sure it doesn't help that my roommate is having man issues as well.

Tomorrow is the last day of the firm where Mike works. The office is closing. I don't know what that means for him. I've been thinking about sending him a good luck e-mail, but I have a feeling that everyone is going to tell me not to do it. I keep hoping that I will run into him today or tomorrow. I don't know what I would say, but I know that after tomorrow he won't be working in the building that is attached to mine.

When will I stop aching????