NP is visiting for ten days starting tomorrow, and I'm a little freaked out. I have my routine, and I'm happy with my life. I guess I'm afraid of being judged or trapped. Then I read my horoscope for today...

Your horoscope for March 19, 2009
Here is a planetary energy that is going to test your reoccurring desire to take off for the other side of the world, or your constant reflex to have a ready exit in your relationships. You do this so you won't feel trapped and, above all, so you won't become dependent. Of course, this is one of your strengths, Kiersten, but it is also one of your greatest weaknesses. Through the next several weeks you will be pushed to involve yourself with others in a way that is a bit more intimate than you are accustomed to...

Hmmmm....

I can't wait to see him, but I'm still a mess over the whole thing. Love sweet love.