I've been cleaning and organizing the house like a mad woman trying to get ready for my new roommate to move in Thursday.  I'm going to have a house full.  For the first time I've decided to take on two roommates to try and get out of debt, but after looking at the budget two roommates might not be enough.  Why do I always have to struggle for money???
I was feeling a lot better this weekend.  I've been taking the flower essence bleeding heart which has really been helping.  If you aren't familiar with flower essences, they really are amazing things.  Here's where you can find out more information: https://www.fesflowers.com/.  My therapist got me into them a couple years ago.  I've used them on myself, my cats and even plants.  They are great on plants!!!
For some reason last night and this morning were hard on me.  I started thinking about him the moment that I got up this morning, and I thought about him before going to bed last night.  I don't know why.
Then I get to work this morning, and it turns out that a co-worker ran into him at a sailing party on Friday night.  I warned her that she might see him.  She said she talked to him for about two minutes.  When she mentioned that she was sorry that we broke up, he apparently got quite flustered and didn't say anything.  I'm sure that he is hurting too.  At least she told me that he wasn't with anyone other then some of his sailing guys.  Strange that it doesn't make me feel much better.
I went to an awesome body works class yesterday morning.  It was a sub teacher and it turns out that she is now the head of group fitness at the gym.  I used the opportunity to tell her how I want a body works class in the morning.  I really do like working out first thing in the morning the best.  I'm a little sore today, but I feel very strong.  I know that someday soon I'll actually be able to make it through all the lunges and squats without having to stop!  Plus my shoulders are down and back where they belong.  I'm always having to relaxe them.  Maybe with more exercising, I won't have to anymore.  I've noticed that people who are in shape have the best posture.
I ate horrible foods this weekend though.  I have a really hard time turning down food when people offer it to me.  I also have a hard time ordering at restaurants.  I was much at Sunday brunch, but Saturday was horrible.  I have so much work to do on my diet.  I'm back to recording things at sparkpeople, but I have so much left over bad food that I need to eat.  I refuse to throw away yummy bad food.  I'll just eat it slowly for dinner instead of all day long.  I think that it should help!