Hello!


I need to ramble/vent!
So I'm dealing with a lot of stress lately. Here are the reasons:


1. I got into a wreck, a few weeks back. Nothing major but I just back up into a dark green 92' mustang. He was sitting in a firelane ( WHICH HE SHOULDNT BE! MIGHT I ADD! ) And so they filed an isurance claim and I'm stressing out because I dont know how much I need to pay a month because the people I backed into wont call back! Another reason why I'm stressing is Saturday night I went over to my best friends house and stayed the night. Sunday morning she was taking me home, but backing out of her drive way she hit her neighbors car! She didnt leave her name and number because they thought they wouldnt notice the hole in the back of the bumper and a huge silver spot where the paint scraped off. Well... knowing her luck they noticed when they started driving and their right back tail light fell off. They went over to her house and asked her if she backed into their car and she confessed...and blah blah blah... Now she owes her dad $500 a month! Because he has her on his insurance so that FREAKED me out! We both dont have jobs! So we're now going ALL around town asking everyone if their hiring... I've probably filled out about 36 applications!

2.Finding a Job: Okay so I got hired a few weeks ago at a local breakfast, lunch and dinner restaurant. The first day went great! I went back for the next day and Ursla (the manager) told me to study the menu... so I did...40 minutes later, she walks up to me, while still studying, and says,"I'm sorry Hailey, but the weekend just isn't a good time to train you. So I'm gonna send you home, and I'll call you monday to let you know when you work next."
I'm like "Okay!" because that means more sleep and I ran some errands, and just did some ME stuff:) So monday came; didn't call back...tuseday came; I called them, no one answered...wednesday came; they answered but they didnt tell me anything....Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday I called they said the same thing. "Ursla will be in tomorrow call between 8am-1pm.

Problem with that is I CANT! I'm in school! AHHH so they let me go and now I'm back to square one...looking for a job:( and I absolutely NEED one because I might not have a car and I need a car if I dont get a job.


3. My friends: I have this best friend names Brittany. she met this boy and she changed SOOOOOOOO MUCH! I mean it's bad! Brittany and I have been friends for a good 4 years now, never had a quiet moment until now. I dont know what to talk about to her anymore! (She lives 1400 miles away in Idaho) but I miss my old friend soo much. I dont know... and this boy is just leading her on like a rapper leads on girls when he's drunk. It's bad! She's also losing all of her friends, when he breaks her little heart she will have no one because she didnt pay attention to them and she treated them wrong. I dont know... I just miss her.


4. Loneliness: Pssht...if that's how you spell it! I am clueless when it comes to why I'm so lonely lately! It's not like me. You know that feeling when you can be in a crowded room filled with people you know/love/care for, and so still feel soooo alone? Well I have been feeling that NONSTOP! It's quite frusterating!


5. School: I hate school, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it! High School is filled with jocks, brats, and just really ignorant people overall! I just want to get my certification in nursing and graduate so I can move out and go to college. I'm currently taking two Pre-AP classes and it's SO much work! This week we are getting a BIG snow(ice) storm. It's one of tulsa's biggest ice storm ever. It's "record breaking" apparently. Not to me, I lived in Idaho for 3 years with 5-6 feet of snow, but anyways. I have SOOO much homework... idk its just annoying!

well it's now four o'clock in the morning where I'm, so I think I'm heading to beddybye land!
and thanks for your time about my mindless rambling:)

-Haywer&spicers