My best friends husband has killed himself.
They found him at 11 o'clock this morning, dead in his car, after taking an overdose, I am so cross with him, I would kill him myself if I could get hold of him.
My friend is destroyed. I can't take the pain that I see in her face. I have been with her all day and she is only 38, now a single mum to three gorgeous boys, who have come home from school to find out that their dad is dead. The eldest is 15 and the youngest is 6. He also has two girls from his previous marriage, older than the boys, but we can't find them at the moment to tell them.
He is a selfish pig. I am soo, soo cross with him. How do you get over somehting like that? I can't ease her pain, in any shape or form, I am hurting with pain, let alone what she is trying to deal with.
There is a big difference from choosing to be single, to having your whole life ripped open by losing the love of your life, the man you wanted to grow old with and the father of your children?
I am a bit shocked and stunned, to say the least right now. Just needed to blog it a bit, to get it out there.
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His wife was one of my favorite aunts. He had everything to live for.