Van Gogh

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Van Gogh
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Independence, MO
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12/22
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Health Care

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Earned a B.A. in fine arts with a minor in philosophy; then became a nurse (a dissapointment: no doctor, lawyer, or priest I became). A master of non-sequitor depressive dribble!

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Felling angerTempestuous sadEulogy given, but no reliefFor anger and disbeliefThe ups and downs,Emotions on a shoestringNeutral dude, strong, Shed not a tear, pretending 2 B strongWhen no one looks, I...
Demons defeated, living lifeA job stressful, said "F-u"No orientation, but found my wayNew residents to please, I willIn time, to make them dance with meTo find the rhythm, of the living hereSome youn...
Like a ghost in the nightI chase a fantasy dreamthat I may find comfortIn the arms of someone who caresJust a silly joke, a wink Irony's sweet laughterSlow dancing to the bandSteamy glances, hand in h...
Hmmm, what 2 say?Life gets so confused & skewedSay my thoughts, silent stress ulcer burnsFuck it t all, the world turnsSuicide, not the way, so I learnedIn the waking, life goes on hurtfulTruth & tend...
For Tom:Am I the drummer boy,Writing a gift 4 U?Pretty pictures, or petty poetic words?Caring 4 demented elderly' Who now is confused...Outside the box I drewMy temperment flocksA sinking ship, reachi...
Just a post-bar fuck,Nothing more 2 last beyond,How dare I believedIn the potential of u & MeJust a post-bar fuck,Perhaps my need,In another 2 believeTi's the fatal wound 2 bleedLong - lost humane nee...
From the "darkness" ran1 friend did pull meFrom the mired muckTo show me life anew,A life I never knew2 long depressed2 long afraid2 risk another's touch2 TOUCH anotherI freely chooseIn dementia, hone...
Color me blindlife inboundJust give me a signIn deed my life's plasteredA hard working bastardPush and pullCertainly aint dull,Dumnb-witted, liberalSpeak my mind2 find it's a crimeGate-gaurding trollO...
Death & pink paperState & budget constraintsSee my ire displayedIrish temper flagged4 ALL 2 SEE ON COLLAR BONE3yrs, $3K, 3 laywers doneA touch I've doneThe demented touch, I have...I see the confusion...
The highways traveledI 35 or I 70, North bound or WestRan the freeway till I could no longer runFace myself, face my running lifeTrusted once, but not againTried to find a human touchBut found, i ran ...
The Colored Life I LeadA life gay or straightIn search of a life of loveJust to find, No Matter WhatThe lies are the same.In faith I give,The verbal words at first I hearDeceitful disguise has spokenI...
Nothing remains the same but change! Unfortionately, I don't handel change very well; I like routine, routine, routine! Guess I equate stability with routine. No routine whatsoever with my current job...
The time to careTo give a wink or hugJust a silly laughter callIn face of aged's fallA momentary word of wisdom,The needed touch of one who caresMy batles befallTo find a home where We belongWhere pas...
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Yet more to come, edit existing video to fit the existing Again, not the final version, but what I was able to upload! Excuse the mis-spellings ect.....More to come........