The Colored Life I Lead
A life gay or straight
In search of a life of love
Just to find, No Matter What
The lies are the same.
In faith I give,
The verbal words at first I hear
Deceitful disguise has spoken
In action, the truth revealed
In time, the truth be told,
Just a post-bar fuck
A trick of the night
So whisper, sweet shit in my ear
Good God, tickle me there
As I lay bare naked
In body and soul I lay bare
To live a moment shared
The ecstasy of skin on skin
Call it what it is
Just a fuck for the night
And in dawn’s early light
Forget the whispered words
Of love and lust
Forget relationship, it’s a bust
Stumble home alone
To await the dreaded call
To hear the dreaded lies befall
So slut I play so sweet
Just fuck me in moonlit beams
And forget me in dawn’s new daydreams
Just a fuck,
So what’
Let’s just call it what it is,
Just a late night fuck;
A relationship, no such luck!
Just a fuck.
Skin on skin to please
Who now played the tease?
Who gave it all to please?
And in return, what did I receive?
Just a Fuck
The Colored Life I Lead
A life gay or straight
In search of a life of love
Just to find, No Matter What
The lies are the same.
Just where do I belong?
No silly tears, I’ll be strong!
The silly games I play
The Colored Life I Lead
An enigma, day by day
Living life, I try to breath
Silent screaming - what I want to say
All I have, is today
My soul laid bare, the slut I play
Str8 or Gay,
Alone I am each day
The mental mind-fuck traveled way
Each day, alone I do awake
Neither here nor there,
Each day I play life scripted
At times a slut
At times a butt of jokes
At times a leader of lost folks
At times I’m scared and need a hand
Just to find, I’m buried in the sand,
In whispered lies, I tried to believe
By dawn’s early light,
Found I was again deceived
Just a fool to believe
That skin on skin conceived
Something in which to believe
The Colored Life I Lead
An enigma, day by day
Living life, I try to breath
Silent screaming - what I want to say
All I have, is today
The Colored Life I Lead