an illusion of control.
these are random thoughts;
no form;
couples don't act on one another.
they act in accordance.

trust the direction in which you're being guided to move.
free will, but no coincidences.

i will work on her about the car.
vermont is only a 5 hour drive away from janet--at least the part I will live in.

we dont mean what we say when we fight. life is too short, and love is too important.

i have always seen my legs and my body as my burden.
during the six hour call we talked about burden and modification, working in tandem.
the necklace she gave me signifies the strength of two.

nesting is important, intimate.
her hand on my chest; the heat of Reiki. the calmness she brings me when she is in her sacred place.

i'm relearning some things.

oddly shy now.

We watched Brokeback Mountain.
Very good movie.
nuance, and subtlety.
Doesn't spell things out.
I like movies like that.

If you haven't seen it, do.
The shirt is a character.
pay attention.
pay attention to all things.

take what works.
leave the rest.