Ick is the first word that comes to mind to describe my mood/day. I came in to work and was immediately whisked away to a recent resident's home who had been discharged Monday. Problems galore. It was draining... but now I'm back at work to continue on with this ever lasting day. I just wish it was time to go already.
My cousins and the bf are coming down tonight so I am waiting up till 3am for their arrival. And to my shock and pleasure my older cousin who hasn't been to DE in like ten years is also coming! So yay to that. He hasn't been here b/c of a certain meddling relative that finds it her mission to make him feel like a complete failure in life... But pregnant cuzzie will come to his rescue w/ her snide, but oh so clever remarks haha. Family... gotta love it. Pregnant cuzzie is determined to make it to the beach on the 4th of July. I have tried several times to warn her about the traffic, the crowds and the crazy people but she is hell bent on making it there lol. I understand tho- there are no beaches in PA and she prolly wants to show her bf what one looks like lol. I just hope we can make it outta the driveway.

Then Fri night is other cuzzie's bf's party ( confusing I know). Which I am nervous and excited about. I'm nervous b/c the past love of my life " J" will be there w/ his future wife ( they are to marry in Sept.) And it's awakward, and tense, and oh so icky at times. She is a snob and has also turned him into one, so conversing w/ them is out of the question. I've tried, but I always walk away thinking " Ok, what just happened?" LOL. But my Becca, preg cuzzie, preg cuzzie's bf, and older cuzzie, n possibly childhood friend will be there so it'll be a blast regardless of snobby butt holes hahaha. My optimisim suprises even me at times lol. Oh n of course my Mike will be there. Altho I know he feels uncomfortable b/c he's a bit older then most everyone at the party... Ah the things he does for me. Gotta love him, for I am a lucky, lucky girl!

Now I'm off to smoke the cigarette that I should not have. I'm gonna quit, I am. Soon...