It has been a long week. Well, for some reason they all seem long these days. Eh, maybe I'm just getting old lol. I will be 21 in 5 days afterall ( yes, I had to slip that in there haha!)
Work has been super busy, which is nice. I've been studying my butt of for this Anatomy class and it has really payed off. I got an 85% on my first exam. I am super psyched about it b/c it was a really hard test! I carried my flash cards around with me all day and quized myself lol. I've finally gained my confidence back, school wise anyway. Perhaps the rest will follow...
Exhaustion is eternal in my world. Perhaps I stay up too late? Perhaps my horrible eating habits are catching up with me? Perhaps my lack of exercise is a factor? I don't know, but from the time that I wake up till the time that I hit the sheets again at night I am dragging anymore. I never have been " the picture of good health" by any means. But I have been a lot healthier then I am now. I have no time to exercise, and when I do I am too tired and so unmotivated. I used to be able to not eat the fast food crap. But lately I crave it's mybloggers goodness often, and indulge myself, often. I've bought tons of lean cuisines to help save money and calories. But my late night snacking is out of control. I eat cheese, chocolate, chips, milk... ick! Then I wake up in the morning feeling so bloated! I'm going to try and exercise this weekend. Mike and I love to go to the park and pretty soon it will be too cold. He runs like 2 or 3 miles while I walk lol.

Or maybe my exhaustion is stress related? The situation at work is much better, but I am a chronic worrier. Always have been, always will be. I try to repeat " You cannot worry over things that are out of your control, it's a waste of energy." Life is so short to waste stressing out and feeling anxious. I know that, but I cannot live it.

In other news; we had this big disaster drill here at work Tuesday. We have to have a big one every 4 years. This one was for a "tornado". My role was to hide in the bathroom, as a resident, and have major anxiety during the whole event. We had the young marines come and play injured residents. It was interesting to say the least. We had fog machines, and big fan, and the fire alarms were going off. Crazy stuff, but necessary to practice for.

Oh yeah and I went and saw Auntie Elkhound's new home the other day and it is beautiful!! Wood floors, spacious, and just lovely. She should have her Internet hooked up soon.