This is real quick written before work, but for the first time in my life i'm having boy troubles.


***Im sorry to sound young, immature and girly but this really isn't who I normally am I just cant talk to anyone else?******


So this one guy and I started liking each other and then he just dropped off the face of the earth...


So I forgot about him, moved on and found a long distance relationship. He lives in PA and hes amazing and perfect We use to talk every night until his parents found out that he was dating long distance and forbids us to talk to each other. We still do a little bit, maybe 10 messages back and forth a week.?


But so now the first guy that disapeared ( for reasons I just dont have time to type them out) wants to start dating..





IM SO DISTRAUGHT.... Because I'd like a relationship here so I can get a HUG! but the PA guy is amazing and to be honest... He's called me his wife.. Im not sure what that means...I dont know if you cant tell already I just dont even know what to say anymore.. So if you could please give me some advice?!



What would you do? Ive never been in a relationship, they have all been long distance.


HELP?!


thanks for your time
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