Well, I get so busy reading what is going on with everyone else I don't get to writing something. I am going to try to start. Anyway, nothing new here with me. Working as always. Lately I have been so irritated with every thing in my life. And I mean EVERY THING!!! I started taking Lexapro back in January. That made me gain like 20lbs. Ewwwww! And I go to the beach every year in July. And I was NOT going to go looking like a big fat hog. So, I slowly weaned myself off of them. Now I am totally off them but am realizing how much they really really helped my anxiety and stress level. It makes me wonder if some of the things I feel right now are normal and the things I should be feeling and if the way I felt when I was taking Lexapro was just a mask for the feeling I feel. Does that make sense to anyone else but me? I don't know. I love my life but at the same time I hate it. I hate some of the things that go on in my life. And I have been told by many people I need to change them. The weird thing is I didn't hate them when I was taking the Lexapro. I just don't know what to do? Be skinny and full of anxiety and stress or fat and not care about stupid things and people!!! Who knows. Maybe there is another medication out there that won't make me gain weight like that. In the mean time, I guess I will just be stressed and miserable.