Sometimes in life you find yourself in situations that you are unable to manipulate...just tolerate.
You might not WANT to do something...but before you make a move you have to take time out to think far enough ahead not just base your move on the present issue.
No one is really there to help you with the big decisions. You have to grab the imaginary fishing line and "Let Go!" hoping that things will turn out for the best.
I am struggling with artistic expressions and ideas but the immediate issues pull me away. Frustrating.."YES!"...but I am learning "patience" right now. Also silence.
I have a can of bright lime spray-paint for a project I've wanted to work on for 3 years. I also want to paint walls and sew right now. I am faced with bookwork as well.
Up and down and round and round...it's fun...it's exhausting...it's my life and I LOVE it!
My Sacrifice is serving others before myself...I'm not nailed to a cross....YET!