i need something but i don't know what it is. i have nothing here. i have no life, i go nowhere, i do nothing. i need out. not out of this world, just out of here. but where. were am i supposed to be. i know where my heart says. but i can't bring my son there. we left almost 2 years ago. and he has cleaned up his life. i am so confused on what to do. hope he don't get back into the drugs and acohol or do i stay here. this place is killing me. that place may kill him. god please help us both. i am a very confused butterfly not knowing which direction to fly.
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