Jealousy reared it's ugly head yesterday for the first time in my relationship with the Attorney. We've been together more than a year now, and I was really surprised.

I told him last week that the best man from my wedding DM has been bugging me to meet him for lunch. He's a very sweet man. I didn't really want to go, but I figured I might as well. Yesterday was our lunch date. It was very strange. He's in a relationship that doesn't sound good for him which really disappointed and upset me. He just really wants to be loved and he's just a means to an end for her. She really wants to get married and have babies. It seems like he is just convenient for her to meet her needs. I don't know, but from the hour I spent with him it doesn't seem good. I kept asking him if he was happy and ready to get married. He found ways to avoid the answer. Not good.

When I returned to work, I texted the Attorney and told him about this strange lunch. He got very upset which is hard to understand over texting. We texted quite a bit, and I was upset also. I felt like he didn't trust me, and what is the big deal???!!! I told him about it ahead of time.

When we finally saw each other last night, we figured it all out. He didn't realize when I was going to meet DM, and he was upset that he wasn't invited since we all work within a couple blocks of each other. I now realize that details are important to him. I think it is more about his insecurity about Karl. I think he honestly believes that I may go back to him. Can you believe that???!!! He's brought it up jokingly a couple times. I guess we all have our insecurities.