Those words are so very powerful to me. They have such meaning and they say so very much. Which is why I felt proud and satisfied when I said them to my recently ex-bf.

It started a few months back. He started speaking to this girl named Amanda. I stress the word girl because that's all she is to me. She ruined something amazing for me, but at the same time. She opened my eyes, who am I kidding, it wasn't amazing. If I can't be honest with myself, then who can I be with?
I was miserable. Ever since I said those fateful words, my mind has become clear and I often find myself thinking of a wonderful future and in that future is a man, a good man.

A man that will treat me right, though every girl hopes for a fairytale ending, I too wonder if such a thing truly exists. I suppose hope is all that I have, and I've come to realize this:
I'm not alone, I never was. I had everyone, he just stood in my way. Never walked with me, always before me- almost chasing other women. Or he walked behind me- watching the women he didn't have a chance to chase.

I am happy now and I am thinking I would rather walk alone then walk "alone"