I am very pleased to report that I am feeling much much better and more of myself lately. Thank God for that, not to mention this special someone I just met :)
He makes me smile, he makes me laugh and I know now that I have feelings for him. I know, it's strange, it seems like it would be too soon to tell, but I know me, and I know I do.
I just hope that I make him smile and feel special like he makes me feel. It's a true gift and I am so thankful.
I hope you read this and I hope you understand that when our conversations suddenly end I'm sorry for that. It's not my fault... I know he will want me to explain this later and I will, promise :)
I want you to know I think about you all of the time. I wish there were some way that I could hug you, and cuddle with you, and kiss you. To just be with you and make everything better for you. To make you laugh and smile, is all I want. I just wanted to let you know how I feel. I care about you alot and you are always on my mind. I want to know more about you, if you'll let me.
You're not alone, even if you just want to stay friends. I love all of my friends and that means you. I love you, my Jet Li- LOL!
XOXO
Alex