Sexuality
It's all part of HUMAN existance
But a bane on my existence
A hidden secret not so hidden
Of midnight's unwanted touch
A child too young to know of these things
But yet, these things I know of.
Sexuality
It's all part of HUMAN existence
Shred my skin
And for a time forgot such things
Prom date disasters, laughing now
U made a play for my best friend
Ironically, my "popularity" only rose
In my shell, what the hell
Screw all of you
College bound, reinvent myself
To find life replayed ironically
Best friend screwed ,again, my girlfriend
Unbeknown to me, but seen by all others
Play the foolish idiot
So, the idiot I traveled on
Just to find a spouse to use me
willing to raise the kids, not my own
Till secrets I did tell, were used
To call into question, my sexuality
Sexuality
It's all part of HUMAN existence
Sexuality, a bane on my existence
Eye candy, open to interpretation
The beauty of existence
Sexuality, the Bane of Humanity
Too young, Too old
yet sexuality exists
and in the demented realm
Aged humanity still seeks sexuality
But, in religiocity
Sexuality, has a place limited
To those, only of a certain age
DENIED, by the constraints of age
Decried by the restrained
Sexuality
It's all part of HUMAN existence
A will of it's own
Despite medication, will exude
Dementia and reality collide
In dementia-land
Sexuality and reality collide
Religion and humanity decries
Multi-track the "touch"
Fill-in the blanks
"Coach" certain details
Add a name, add a date
To justify the sexuality
A "Mormon Mom"
Sexuality is a non-reality
A breast "touched"
MUST imply inpropriety
So, point the finger
So, point the blame
'cause "Mom" is non-sexual
A " life- long member of the CHURCH
ELDER - married to the Church
Beyound dementia's touch
"How dare a breast be touched"
'cause MOM isn't demented
Jahweh wouldn't allow it
It's the nurse
'Cause Mom isn't sexual
"white boy" touched her breast
It's a miracle!
Memory restored!
Couldn't recall my name before
Couldn't recall what time of day it is
But NOW recalls my correct name
But NOW recalls her previous room number
But NOW recalls "a touch, a year ago"
Suddenly, Mom aint demented
Suddenly, Mom was never sexual
Suddenly, its all my fault!
Suddenly, I'm deemed a "sexual pervert"
Suddenly, I'm unemployed
Sddenly, my "friends" desert me
Sexuality, it's my bane
Sexuality, just a demented view through the pane
Sexuality, is my pain