Just what is it, that makes me such a target? Did I expect too much, to demand quality elder care? Elder care I do love; the silly banter, the song and dance, met the elders on thier lost ground. In thier eyes, I understood; in my eyes they understood - the frailty of trust and loving compassion. My compassion takes it toll on me; once I thought, I could show the others the way to compassionate caring, a way to understand the confusion. Am just so battle weary now. Again I go to court,to defend myself, guilty till I can pay to prove my innocence. Thought it was my job to demand a certain level of "quality care"; to voice the needs of those who cannot make thier needs known. A legal catch - 22; how dare I demand that care-givers actually give the cares they're paid to do? For my demands, am back in court again. Reputation now tarnished, doubts about me now arise. Boxed into a corner now. Say nothing, do nothing, yet am "responsible" for all that occurs when I'm there. Damned if I do, Damned if I don't. No one meets me on the other side.I know it would be outrageous, To come on all courageous, And offer you my hand. To pull you up on to dry land, When all I got is sinking sand.The trick ain't worth the time it buys, I'm sick of hearing my own lies (of healing my own life), And love's a raven when it flies.Meet me on the other side.
David Gray Lyrics, "The Other Side":
Meet me on the other side Meet me on the other side I'll see you on the other side See you on the other side
Honey now if I'm honest I still don't know what love is Another mirage folds into the haze of time recalled And now the floodgates cannot hold All my sorrow all my rage A tear drop falls on every page
Meet me on the other side Meet me on the other side
Maybe I oughta mention Was never my intention To harm you or your kin Are you so scared to look within The ghosts are crawling on our skin We may race and we may run We'll not undo what has been done Or change the moment when it's gone
Meet me on the other side Meet me on the other side I'll see you on the other side I'll see you on the other side
I know it would be outrageous To come on all courageous And offer you my hand To pull you up on to dry land When all I got is sinking sand The trick ain't worth the time it buys I'm sick of hearing my own lies And love's a raven when it flies
Meet me on the other side Meet me on the other side I'll see you on the other side I'll see you on the other side
Honey now if I'm honest I still don't know what love is