I have two little dogs, so I am constantly walking up and down my street. During my walks, I have a lot of thinking time.

Yesterday, I was thinking about all the events in my life that have happened in the short time since I retired. I realize that I am somewhat depressed, which is not something that happened to me often in my life. But, I have been rolling with the events as I always have and, I suspect, depression has snuck up on me...as it has only a handful of times in my life. I know this too will pass.

I realize none of you know me, but here's the short version:

Last September, I retired from 36 year career. Giddy... Happy... It didn't last long...

October - My husband had abnormal EKG and testing began.

November - My 80 year old Mother died in a fire...burned beyond recognition. Try living with that little detail. Testing on my husband continued thru the month.

December - I struggle to sort and dispose of Mom's belongings. It is hard. Couldn't deal with Christmas. Husband's testing showed problem and heart cath was scheduled for early January. The day after Christmas, a MySpace "friend" started drama that tore up a large group of people.

January - Husband had heart cath - 95% blockage - surgery scheduled the next day - 4 bypasses. MySpace drama continues.

February - Ok so far, but tomorrow is 5 years since Dad died. Did I mention I was Daddy's little girl?

So, I was thinking yesterday...life hurts! I am a little depressed, but all I have to do is pick my head up and look around. I see other people in MORE PAIN than I can imagine.

With that, I decide that it is time to employ my old cure for depression... I start by thanking God for His blessings ~ Then, get busy with something - anything.

Thank You Lord that I was able to retire early. And I thank You for the time You gave me to unwind from a stressful career before real life jumped up again.

Thank You Lord for revealing my husband's heart problem early enough to save his life.

Thank You Lord that Mom died quickly and she is now with You.

Thank You Lord that my husband is doing so well.

Thank You Lord for my true friends...I now know who they are ~ really.

Now, I think I will go clean my garage....