A lot of things happened recently,which made me very confused about what to do and how to do...
For the job,many workmates left grudgingly or with anger or disappointment or whatever...There were a lot of good memories,still there will always be separations.What I was confused about is cant we end it in a good way? I might be too idealized.Something I am quite sure is if I were the boss,I wont let it happen this way.Sales are not good,and payments are getting less and less. People are feeling more and more bored...To be honest, I don't want to be working in such an atmosphere. I am planning to leave.However,it's always easier to say than to do.People are always afraid of changes, as there are too many things unknown,out of control.It's a human nature of fearing things unknown.To be honest, I have got used to the life I have been living.It could also say that too lazy to get any changes.Gradually,it seems time to leave.I could hardly bear the situation any more.Just think it over and make up my mind to speak it out!!

For personal life,parents are worried about my marriage.Time to get married.Before that,I have to get someone suitable for marriage.Recently, I found, I didn't know how to get along with a girl.Always speechless,what a pity.Maybe,I should talk to her directly. I love you,would you please marry me? Yes or no, and then,getting marriage life started or getting another girl to ask the same question? Kinda depressed.....