My girl has no idea at all that she is such a special woman. I love her so very much. She does it all...She's a fantastic mother, a dependable friend, dedicated sister, fantastic soon to be step mother, and an all around beautiful woman. Yep, she is the best girlfriend that anyone could ever hope for and I am the one who is blessed to be by her side.
My girl is so beautiful, inside and out, and she is definitely my soulmate. In some ways it is ok that she doesn't see this in herself, just as long as she doesn't head in an opposite direction and become very down on herself. In some ways, though, I really wish that she could see the wonderful, beautiful, awesome, special woman that she really is in my eyes. She holds down a job, takes care of kids, plays taxi once in a while, and she is patient with me( a tough job in itself sometimes,lol). She is not only beautiful, but smart, loving, forgiving, sweet, and so loveable. She has no idea the life I had before I met her, for if she did, she would definitely see that she is THE best thing that has ever happened to me, besides when I asked Jesus into my heart and the birth of my kids.
My girl simply has no reason to be so down on herself, but then again, I am cursed to suffer depression myself...yet, I am blessed to suffer it too in a way. See, in a way it works out because I know her pain and sorrow...I do my best to serve her, and I have no problem with being patient for and with her. I just hope that someday she realizes just how much I love her, that I once again in my life have decided to let myself NEED someone and that it is her, and I hope that someday she can see herself in the beautiful light that I see her in everyday. If anyone is deserving of happiness in her life, it is definitely MY GIRL.
She is the love of my life, my best friend, the truest form of love that I have been searching all of my life for, my better half, and most importantly my one and only twin flame soulmate.
She will know who she is, and when she reads this, I hope then she can see that the words I say to her are straight from and forged from my heart. I would give her my very heart to see for herself how much I do love her, if only she were to ask.