And I was chipper as could be. R was like why are you so happy, cuz it's Friday? I was like it's not my Friday mister so that's not it (I hafta work tomorrow) but I also told him to enjoy it while it lasted cuz it prolly wouldn't last long. haha

I feel as though I moved to my hometown - it's sooo DREARY and dark and cloudy and rainy and bleh. Gross. Tomorrow is supposed to be sunny though so that's cool I guess. Although I will be indoors all day. Whatever whatever.

Last night while driving home I was thinking that my night wasn't so bad... I got to work with a puppy class! So cute! But lots of pee and poop... and then there was the bum on the bench outside the store... The area that I am training in is CRAZY uppity so I was like seriously? A random bum kicking beer bottles off the bench in his passed out state? That happens here? So the police got called... it was interesting! But anyways! While driving home I realized something... YES I am going to miss out on some travel and I will hate it... YES I am going to miss out on wineries with friends and I will hate it... YES I am going to miss time with R at night... BUT in the end this really might be a worthwhile goal, so it just might be worth sticking with it... right? We shall see.

I felt much happier when I realized this. I have to make some sacrifices now in order to achieve things for my future. It's not fun in the least, in fact I kinda hate losing free time and missing out on fun things, BUT in the end it really might be worth it... if it's not, then at least I made a few extra bucks a long the way.

I have ABSOLUTELY no idea where this positivity came from but I am thankful for it... so tomorrow while I am working and R is sleeping and V is at the wineries I hope I can keep this positive vibe... I really do.

Happy Friday to those of you whose Friday it is!!! haha